ayskrimhaws

uncertain about the future. anxiety attacks every single minute. i always, always never learn to live in the present.

is when you know it's there... but you can't have it// when you see it reaching for you... and yet the world pulls it back// the worst is when the world pulled it, it turned away and never looked back. it's when you know it's still there but someone else holds it in his hands. ----------------- nyahaha this has nothing to do with me :D feeling sympathetic. la~lala~lalala~lalalala~~~ can't sleep. xD

i miss the sun. i miss how its rays seep through my windows to wake me up. i miss my family. i miss their voices. i miss their smiles. i miss how they tell me i'm weird. i miss how they say i'm strong. i miss how they can bear with my hourly (feel na feel) singing. i miss how they look at me, far from the way most people do. i miss my childhood friends. i miss how they understand things, needless for words. i miss how they make me laugh... and cry. i miss my imaginary brother. the one i made up in my mind. the one who never existed. the one i wish will come. the one who will understand. the one who will listen. the one who